urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt vanessa vanessa 2007-12-04T20:59:35Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:90937 2007-12-04T20:59:35Z 2007-12-04T20:59:35Z i have pneumonia, not bronchitis. im going to see awake today. i really need a job, ugh. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:90714 2007-11-30T20:36:03Z 2007-11-30T20:36:03Z i have bronchitis, but i cant not smoke a cigarette so its just getting worse. not to mention that i havent gone to the doctors because i havent had time (meaning its too cold outside to go anywhere and i dont want to leave the house). i just think i have bronchitis because ive been coughing non-stop for a week straight. moscow wednesday was fun. i was drunk, what else is new. i didnt sleep last night. someone bring me carls jr., ya know like that would make me feel any better. BUT REALLY! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:90441 2007-11-26T14:58:06Z 2007-11-26T15:07:02Z i just wrote this huge entry, but realized that its way too scandalous. so i'll just leave you with this: <br> <br> this week was fucking RIDICULOUS. <img src="http://a702.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/94/l_5f3eed02e745f12608080d01e1d6706d.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:90238 2007-11-21T01:36:12Z 2007-11-21T01:36:12Z last night i got into a fight. well not really a fight it was more like, me hitting a girl repeatedly in the head because she got all up in my friends face. jael from americas next top model and i are bffs now. i blacked out. what happened? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:89810 2007-11-17T00:32:46Z 2007-11-17T01:00:58Z a picture from last week before the haircut<br /><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y158/thesehearts/IMG_4052_0.jpg"><br /><br />i dont have a job. im sick, and holidays are a horrible time of year. in other news, im getting my passport tomorrow for argentina.<br /><br />wednesday;<br /><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y158/thesehearts/Picture-1.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:89249 2007-11-14T21:51:02Z 2007-11-14T21:51:02Z i just got a haircut. its 2 inches long. haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:88356 2007-11-07T21:31:53Z 2007-11-07T21:38:45Z i want my dad to come home from Argentina. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:88159 2007-11-07T05:08:09Z 2007-11-07T05:08:09Z i got a haircut today. i want going to get it dyky short, but i chickened out and just evened everything out and added more layers. i was tired of this flat thing on my head. i also bought red lipstick which im stoked about. oh, and i bought this really cute dress from nordstroms yesterday that ive been wanting for like a month but i found it on sale for 19.90! gas is getting too expensive and i havent been getting enough hours. blim blam blah. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:87889 2007-11-04T02:48:52Z 2007-11-04T02:50:02Z awwwwww<br /><img src="http://a302.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/63/l_c02f553bd44a3d18bb2ec9cd74fc110d.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:87760 2007-10-29T16:38:49Z 2007-10-29T16:38:49Z its really frustrating trying to get financial aid to go to school. i dont talk to my mom/dont know where she is and my dads in argentina and i dont have an address or phone number for him so how the fuck am i supposed to "provide my parents information". and then the stupid bitch said, "well you need to get proof your dads in argentina" HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO GET PROOF IF I DONT TALK TO HIM. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:87437 2007-10-24T23:00:36Z 2007-10-24T23:00:36Z <img src="http://a997.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/44/l_e197980b5d32d3f6fb65913fc5ac359c.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:87100 2007-10-22T21:19:07Z 2007-10-22T21:39:38Z the smoke coming off the coast from all these fires is intense<br /><img src="http://i.l.cnn.net/cnn/2007/US/10/22/wildfire.ca/art.satellite.nasa.jpg"><br /><br />i got tattooed on my leg again saturday. it hurts.<br />isnt it weird how lucy in across the universe is the stupid druggy slut in the movie THIRTEEn? yikes. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:86785 2007-10-14T05:15:21Z 2007-10-14T05:16:04Z hey whats up. things have been the same. i cant believe its almost Halloween. i still dont have a costume. the rain last night felt good. tony and i are about to watch magnolia. pictures tell a thousand words. see ya.<br /><br /><img src="http://a882.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/88/l_c23fa326ce2333cb520ca7cf5fa94a71.jpg"><br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br /><img src="http://a817.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/82/l_70f702937ee21fc718f627afcbe8e6d0.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://a375.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/113/l_cd4f96018e618323e16b49c2a592699e.jpg"><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:86535 2007-09-17T19:56:09Z 2007-09-17T19:56:09Z im at work right now. did i ever mention that i got a new job? im a florist and im making bank. lunch time!<br /><br /><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y158/thesehearts/IMG00063.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:86252 2007-09-08T20:32:06Z 2007-09-17T19:57:31Z hey, whats up? i went to san francisco for a couple days out of nowhere. i dont really know what happened. i remember beauty bar, and being drunk all the time. pabst for breakfast. i need to shower. heres some pictures. no lj-cut<br /><br /><img src="http://a402.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/105/l_9bbd4fe81acdbd746f5e45e0d6860119.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://a641.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/109/l_1c7c8c68db7282cc62d020bc524268d0.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://a802.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/117/l_b0e8126e6ae3f3fb13d201c4d7c5c221.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://a556.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/119/l_5d34875a92fe09abc7604c327df6c6cb.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:85557 2007-07-25T05:34:24Z 2007-07-25T05:34:24Z check yo' ponytail was friday. i met a livejournal friend there which i thought was kinda weird. i swear the valet driver stole my flask. i made a scene at dennys. im getting a real haircut tomorrow finally since i havent had one in a long time. tony took me to sushi today. i like sushi. revolving sushi bars are the best. oh heres a good picture of my tattoo. sorry no lj-cut here.<br /><br /><img src="http://www.shadowscene.com/images/fiesta/album231/IMG_2958.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://www.shadowscene.com/images/fiesta/album231/IMG_3156.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:85490 2007-07-17T03:13:13Z 2007-09-17T19:58:21Z oh hey. uhm, i have a lot to say but i cant remember what happened which days because they are all sort of jumbled together into a big pile of drunk mess. i didnt go to sleep until six this morning and had work at nine. not a good idea. i ate pizza and i tried to watch a movie but i just ended up dozing off. i cut my bangs. i hate the sun, and having to waste money on gas.<br /><br />before<br /><img src="http://a221.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/126/l_0f6601473b2f260baaa7ad87c4e9c13c.jpg"><br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br /><img src="http://a643.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/122/l_b602139a4eb18d470d6342fedb397412.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://a96.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/86/l_084825a55173855a55a9e759fe33f50f.jpg"><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:85176 2007-07-03T03:31:04Z 2007-09-17T19:58:52Z i havent been updating much. i went to warped tour saturday. i went to santa barbara randomly with ashley and lisa. i drink way too much now. i started work today and i went in looking like hell because i was hung over from last night. not to mention that i was an hour and a half late because i had to drive from LA and when ashleys alarm went off we just slept through it. yikes! no more of that. i get my days all mixed up, i cant remember what i did last week. were going to mammoth this weekend. ive spent the night at my house MAYBE six days since i moved here. anways, enjoy the pictures.<br /><br /><img src="http://a934.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/83/l_3e2cf87919d2da960489cf90d2c51715.jpg"><br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br /><img src="http://a251.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/103/l_d81860f3b8c59af399c102d993cc0cba.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://a478.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/83/l_ec08bfc42ecd01295e0898be0ab2ea05.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://a614.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/86/l_bb0b50fcefaa66247f58298522564e75.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://a239.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/124/l_01ad71e81d9be6cc501ee445ed843186.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://a305.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/80/l_8d174d03bfa861b30b962fa3ea1b73e8.jpg"><br /><br />my boobs<br /><img src="http://a934.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/71/l_ab40ed34d79d3cfe75f0f461f93d66b5.jpg"><br /><br />its funny how totally serious this picture looks, because i was about to bust up laughing<br /><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y158/thesehearts/IMG_0898copy.jpg"><br /><br />super hungover<br /><img src="http://a20.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/121/l_769d15e0b685ef0e3f618b3ba8ba40d3.jpg"><br /><br />the omen<br /><img src="http://a194.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/101/l_dfca0a511d07eb483c68f34e39418a51.jpg"><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:83319 2007-06-16T03:14:40Z 2007-09-17T19:59:58Z i move tomorrow. i dont know how i feel about it. i have a lot of shit to do, but i lost my damn ID so i cant really do anything about it, until i get a new one in the mail. i got a credit card today. i can already feel the debt creeping up. im going to the beach tomorrow, to get even more tan then i already am &gt;=| i hate getting tan. then im picking up ashley to do god knows what. edyn was having a party, but that went down the drain and im not allowed to go and check yo' ponytail tomorrow because like i said, i dont have my ID. did i mention that i got a haircut? its alright. i sort of want to cut it all off like shannyn sossamon in rules of attraction. i need to go shopping. buy some shorts. hello summer. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:82806 2007-06-11T18:06:53Z 2007-09-17T20:45:26Z this weekend was crazy. friday edyn and i were gonna go see ima robot,, but parking was ridiculous so we bailed on that idea and went to safari sams. i definitely drank way too much, and by way too much i mean two screwdrivers, two mimosas, a 32 of red stripe, a 32 of newcastle, and i think thats it. it was alright, i just remember dancing a lot. saturday, we stayed home and drank with edyns roommates. i wasnt feeling too good. but after a couple drinks i was fine. yesterday, was a lazy day, edyn had work and i wasnt feeling so hot so i watched a couple movies and took a nap. edyn picked up ashley when he got off work, and we went to the echo. edyn didnt really want to go in, so he just went back home and drank with his roommates. ashley and i stayed. damn she was drunk. i saw aaron who i havent seen in like two years. it was weird. we also met these two guys from london/norway. theyre in a band called pop levi or something? their accents were funny. im sitting at edyns house now, about to take a shower, eat a bagel with cream cheese, and watch a movie . my boyfriends cute. hi, welcome to my life. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:82591 2007-06-07T21:38:48Z 2007-06-07T21:39:14Z a lot is going on this week. i finally get to see my dad today. my graduation dress is damn cute.<br />edyns tomorrow until next thursday morning. i need to do some shopping. vegas leggings, i need you now please. yee-haw!<br />tomorrow Ima Robot @ the house of blues in los angeles, <br />saturday night Harold and Maude screening @ a cemetery,<br />sunday part-time punks @ the echo<br /><br />monday i need to start looking for a job, i have a letter of recommendation which is totally legit if i want to get an office job. which i do. im bringing my laptop with my to la, so i'll update ya'll later. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:81853 2007-06-04T19:47:09Z 2007-09-17T20:00:39Z i haven't actually written my feelings in a long time, not because i have nothing to say, but because my thoughts are going a hundred miles per minute and my fingers can't keep up. my hearts beating so fast i feel like i'm going to have a heart attack at any second and I don't know wether its the three cups of coffee i drank this morning to wake myself up, or if its just my nerves. either way, im nauseous. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:76481 2007-04-23T13:45:45Z 2007-09-17T20:44:16Z happy birthday to me. <img src="http://i31.photobucket.com/albums/c368/your_fatality/gifs%20999/birthdayballoon.gif"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:67326 2007-03-13T01:25:24Z 2007-09-17T20:47:35Z <img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y158/thesehearts/Picture053.jpg"><br />picture update via sidekick. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fcukt:64816 2007-02-24T20:08:17Z 2007-02-24T20:08:17Z we think we dont deserve love. we think if we let it in, we'll become too soft. but a wise man named Levine said it right. he said, "love is the only rational act".